We officially moved into our home for a little over a month now and let me tell you this place is still a mess! I got the kitchen completely unpacked and organized. It's operational and all, but that's pretty much about it. Nothing else in this house is cleaned up yet. I look at the mess everyday and I feel tired already. I don't even know where to start. There are so many boxes laying around and I only have 2 hours tops each day to clean up (given that if I even have the energy after taking care of Aaron, cleaning up the kitchen after each meal, and/or other miscellaneous administrative things). To be honest, I am usually exhausted after putting Aaron down every night. I rarely have the energy to do anything else.
It's so frustrating to see the mess every day though. It definitely doesn't make you feel good waking up seeing boxes everywhere or have to treasure hunt clothes/essentials from a gazillion boxes. This is a vicious cycle that I can never end. I wish I could hire someone to just clean up all the mess for me, but the reality is it WON't ever happen. I better get myself together and start working harder on my own mess. Feeling totally down. :(
What a mess within 2 minutes, literally!
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