My parents finally came visit me after staying a month with my sister and her baby. I haven't seen my parents since Nov and it's always comforting to have them around. Nonetheless, it's tough not to battle/get annoyed with my parents when we haven't been living together for such a long time. Our living habits and views on things are so different that it's inevitable to have frictions and conflicts between us. Sometimes I get so frustrated that all I know is to cry. On one hand, I am not happy with what my parents do but on the other hand, I am mad at myself for not being more understanding and patient with them. Afterall, no one is perfect and I cannot expect them to be perfect all the time. I feel bad every time after losing my temper with them as I know how much they love me, no matter what. I feel so helpless and all I can do is to pray to God for giving me strengths to improve our relationship.
I love my parents dearly and all I want is for them to be happy, especially when we don't even have that much time to be together. I feel so guilty when I can't always be around them to take care of them. We haven't been living together as a family for over 14 years and it's hard to see them grow old every time I see them after awhile. It hurts me so much whenever I see their hair turn grey and get thinner. I wish I could be there for them whenever they need me. Can someone let me know when will this day come? :(
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